For me, one of the reasons that I get depressed is that I have had several chances to tell someone that I really liked them and would have asked if she wanted to be more than just friends... but never had the courage to do so, or immediately had thoughts that I would not be good enough or be able to hold up my side of a relationship.

The two parts of the song that really get to me are:

Don't wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don't wanna be somewhere where I just don't belong
Where it's not enough just be sorry
Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in?

I tried to be more than me
And I gave until it all went away
And we're only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters that we've made

and

I am all that I'll ever be
When you lay your hands
Over me
But don't go weak on me, please
I know that it's weak
But God help me, I need this